Wednesday, August 29, 2007
omg.
i think my blog is extinct.
hahah.
and i AM lazy to blog.
one thing i kno is that promos is coming.
and i have NO motivation to work.
my dad is driving me NUTS.
nuts you hear me.
oh my gosh.
he's quarreling wit me via sms and i dno wad for.
and its over a stupid issue.
really stupid one.
its quite retarded.
you dun wanna kno i swear.
and he's REALLY mean.
he said wadever it is,
dun humiliate me.
cmon !
he's the one humiliating my family.
eew.
seriously.
wad kind of father gambles away my sister's school fees.
piece of
fcuking shit.
does he have sufficient moral values.
no father in the right mind will do tht la.
i dare say i
hate him.
SERIOUSLY.
wtf is his freaking problem.
yst night i didn open my mouth at all.
he came home and i was jus going up the stairs.
then he had to express his
fcuking anger by throwing his keys.
throwing his shoes.
go up the stairs..
purposely stomp up and he had to..
jus had to use his hand to whack the railings to give off loud bangings.
its so immature i swear.
when is he going to get a life.
he shortens my life by half.
i dno if its good, or bad.
it sounds bad at least.
he shortens everyones life span luh.
i think he's jus taking up too much space, oxygen, resources in this world.
he should really jus vanish.
VANISH like NOW.
omg.
someone pls give me 3 wishes.
1 wish also can.
as long as it fulfills the following dream:
jus make him
fucking disappear can.
he's wasting my time.
i had to go out for dinner the other night jus because mum wasn having dinner home.
so i had to avoid our "perfect" dinner and go out.
aww.
wonder did wonderful dad have a good time with an imaginary friend since i was away and has no one for company.
or for that matter rant at.
he's wasting my blooming time pls.
blimey.
he's..
sad to say,
my dad.
gee !
(okay that was quite mean, but he said im not his daughter anymore, so i dun think i should care)
omg can he so
get out of my life.
i dun mind shrinking him,
if getting out of my life would be a problem.
cause that way,
no matter how loud he screams,bangs,whack wadever.
the sound transmitted is pretty much negligible.
and i dun think he's smart enough to come up with anything to project his voice.
hahah.
i hope he chokes on a fishball and dies.
if he does.
i will
LOVE fishballs for the rest of my life.
hell yea.
ahh.
how i wish all these i've typed here will actually come true.
my dad = my obstacle in life.
he's a piece of shit.
eew.
smelly belly moron.
hmm wad else.
i feel good criticising him im sorry.
but it doesn do much of a good since i cant insult him straight in the face.
wadever it is.
he seems like a role model to me.
yea sure.
role model for being a coward.
i swear thats abt the only thing he's good at.
oh and not to forget.
being dumb as well.
EXTREMELY dumb.
i think its in him.
and i think i'd be smarter than i am now if not for his atrocious genes.
thankfully mum has more dominant ones i think.
well at least i hope so.
nvm that.
shant blame genes because God gave em to me.
trying to be positive everyday.
but i think i inherit my dad's negative thinking character.
i think i jus showed it in the previous 2 sentences.
so contradictory.okay.
but its really hard to think positively when ure dad doesn even appreciate you.
or appreciate his wife's hardwork in being the breadwinner of the family wit TONS of burden upon her.
i jus wish i get drill smth into his head of his,
which i really think contains nth but confetti.
gee.
nvm,
i hope things will turn for the better.
its damn sad la that my own dad doesn wish to call me his daughter.
im sorry i cant get good enough results.
but it wasn as if i didn try.
it wasn as if i didn turn down any reward they gave me for substantial results which i felt wasn good enough.
oh wells.
he's my dad after all i guess.
but trying to be nice to him seems to be the tallest order ever.
even when he's nice to me.
its damn difficult.
and after im mean to him,
i like tell myself i shouldn be like that.
yea but its really an arduous task.
its my dad we're talking about here.
okay, i better go off before he blows his top again.
We can't miss,
So if you give me one shot,
We can do it